Everybody’s Changing???

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Somehow, ketika seseorang meninggalkan suatu komunitas, kemungkinan dia tidak bisa kembali ke komunitas tersebut dengan berharap mendapatkan perasaan yang sama. Could you explain what I mean?

Well, everybody’s changing.. semua manusia berubah, walau mereka belum tentu menginginkannya.

What happen to me is that when I leave my college community, I swore to my self that I have this special feeling towards several groups of friends. They know who they are.. They’ve been through everything with me. We’ve been together for sometimes.. we’ve laugh together, we’ve fight together, cried together, growing up together (pschycally i mean..), drown together, been facing all kind of storm wether it’s crated by The Mighty Lord or Human (usually our deans.. :P). We’ve been through so much ups and  downs.. tOGETHER!

Then we’re saying goodbye as brothers & sisters.

But now, are we still brothers & sisters??

The answer is Yes, but the feeling is not the same anymore. Not exactly..

And that’s what makes me sad the most.

That’s why this song from Keane always makes me feel crushed inside..

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Everybody’s changing – Keane

You say you wander your own land

But when I think about it

I don’t see how you can

You’re aching, you’re breaking

And I can see the pain in your eyes

Says everybody’s changing

And I don’t know why.

So little time

Try to understand that I’m

Trying to make a move just to stay in the game

I try to stay awake and remember my name

But everybody’s changing

And I don’t feel the same.

You’re gone from here

Soon you will disappear

Fading into beautiful light

’cause everybody’s changing

And I don’t feel right.

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No I don’t feel  right at all..

I love you guys..

I still do..

All of you will always be special to me, even if you don’t feel the same about me anymore.

(sorry, don’t know why I prefer english to explain my feelings.. maybe the words just a little bit "reachable")

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