I will passed over you
By the time goes by, love is unavoidable thing. As the moments passes me by, the feelings grow along inside the spirits of two. Another second make me thinking, another lover come and going, but me and you will never found the true meaning. We were just a flying bird, met above the blue sky of excitement and hope, look in to each other and out, fell down together we’ll hurt. Baby, please Help me thru, let me passed over you, just smell your senses and leave the feeling, touch your shadow and taste your being. I will passed over you.. I will passed over you.
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Have you realize?
You are so nothing. But you also mean everything.
You’re not so important, but you’re always expected.
You’re only just a stranger, but you’re always welcome to join.
You’re maybe just a shadow, but you’re always there to watch me.
Somehow I knew we were meant to be, but sometimes I just can’t see you beside me.
Supersticiously n tellin’ me I’m crazy, but I know that you were right here next to me.
Someday I’ll find you trully,
Wherever you are, just look around and see,
I’ll be standing by the river of our similar dreams, waiting for you to come and completed the journey
Seek by the heart and finally found out, The line between us just could’nt be cut
(Smile for me, Poetry for my future prince of my life - whoever you are…)
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Friday, March 24
This is not supposed to happened. I am not going to fallin for that guy.
How come Allah created a creature like that. He just so..
To My dear friend Ndut, and Centil, hope someday you have time to read this, you don’t have to worry about me. I know this guy for about 3 weeks, and This is what I think about the "Man":
He’s able to do anything just to get what he wants, Sometimes it’s good, but usually this leads in to negative attitude.
He will easily tell a lies, just like when he’s saying the truth.
He knows what he’s doing, all the trics right from the beginning untill the end, he’s the one who gonna arrange all kind of stategy to reach his goal, complete with plan B, Plan C, and Plan X. He understands all kind of human pschycological type, so he can decide the right stategy to everybody(What a scary guy…)
I don’t know anything about him, but he gonna try anything to find out everything about me.
He’s not that good looking, but he does had that "charm".. You can’t deny this, And he completely aware and realize about it. This is Dangerous..
He’s irresistable, or we can say "hardly to resist.." He knows exactly how to intimidate people.
He got high confidence, good experiences, knowledge, all kind of special ability controlled by his left brain. Well maybe his right brain is not good at all (my God..His English’s sucks :P), but his left brain able to work super smoothly, and that’s all he needs to control his activities.
He smells good.. 
So.. You know how hard to resist that kind of guy.. But I’ll do My best..
I just think to end this writing, but somehow my heart say something that I also should write here.
First, my heart says that everybody should have their chance, or second chance. If we allow him to see us, maybe he will find his new way to see the world, just the way we see it. Lets share happiness and make friends, lets not spread bad thought and make enemies..
Secondly, He’s a human being just like us, can’t be that bad.. Every human born as a good child, environtment might change it, but still, goodness will still be there somewhere. Somebody can’t be completely black or completely white. Everybody got their own weaknesses.
So.. How about it? Anyway We have to see everything from both side, right? Let’s just keep positive and our live shall be better 
Bersyukur…
Mensyukuri nikmat itu salah satu nikmat ternikmat yang dikaruniakan Allah..
Just Face it, as not many people are able to do this. Thankfull to our Mighty Allah SWT. This is the best gift. This gift helps to overcome sadness, help to ease the pain, and to realize our human being. The best part is, It helps to make us feel that we have what we always needed.
Don’t believe me? Try this..
When you feel like world is become so unfair, that you don’t have what other’s have, that life is always not on your side…all unpleasant feeling that makes you feel like a step child..
Just look around, see with your heart, seek what you’ve might missed all the way around. Over there..you might see people around you, who not as lucky as you, might never finished school, might never wear your good clothes, might never taste your fancy lunch, might work very hard just to earn some money that only equal to your daily snack. See with your heart, and you’ll find that you should gratefull..
Looking all the way up is good, as long as that won’t make you feel the bad jealousy. Look around and below will be much better, coz it’s helps…
It’s really helps..
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thing’s I loved,
Coffe, Cute shirts, SE W800i, F1, Valino Donna, Biru, Hitam, Intermilan, Merah, Putih, Pantai, Pasir pantai, Kerang2 nya, Lautnya, Ice Cream, fresh clean towel from my cabinet, Aqila, Bubur Cik Mei Jagalan, Srabi Emut, Nasi Goreng Narko, Cats, Chocholate, Pulau Panjang, Sunset Beach, Kimi Raikkonen, Michael Schumacher, Andi Roddick, Alicia Keys, Gary Barlow, Kue Bandung, Brownies, peppermint, Lord of THe Rings, The Hobbit, Chronicles of Narnia, Harry Potter, Christian Viery, Emre Belozoglu, Elijah Woods, Vivian Leigh, Winona Rider, PowerPuff Girls, Spongebob Squarepants, Tom & Jerry, Oprah Winfrey Show, Sugarbabes, Bon Jovi, MatchBox20, Rob Thomas, Vertical Horizon, Sneaker Shoes, Swimming, Camping, Mariah Carey, Mi Bandung, Keju, Ikan Bakar, Kerang rebus yang di alun alun Jepara, Madu, Sate Ayam / Kerbo di Pojokan Tosera Jepara, Gwen Stefanii, Suaminya Gwen Stefanii…
Uncategorized | Comment (0)“Siapa yang lupa buang Tisu Toilet?”
"Siapa yang lupa buang Tisu Toilet?"
Fiuuuh.. ternyata kehidupan di kantor gak serumit kelihatannya. Asal kita tahu orang yang tepat untuk diajak berteman, semuanya akan berjalan mulus mulus saja. Sayangnya enggak semua orang berhasil berteman dengan "orang yang tepat" itu. Asal tau aja, sebenarnya dunia kantoran gak jauh beda dengan sekolahan. Ada grup-grup tertentu dengan kelas sosial tertentu pula. Kelompok "Populer" bakalan dijamin mempunyai kelebihan di banding kelompok "enggak populer" (ini sebutan yang halus, daripada ditulis sebagai kelompok yang "enggak penting" :p).
Sayangnya, untuk masuk ke kelompok penting/populer di dunia kerja, kadang bukan melulu berdasarkan peringkat, prestasi, atau grade kualitas seperti di bangku sekolah (walau kadang ini juga bukan satu-satunya faktor). Kadang untuk masuk ke kalangan penting, kita justru dituntut untuk melakukan hal-hal yang "tidak penting". Lihat saja kalimat di atas, penting gak? :))
Jawabannya : tergantung..
Buat sebagian orang, penting banget kalau bisa lebih dulu tahu bahwa Dewi Yul itu ngerokok. Why? Well.. kind of hard to explain, but that the way it is.. Gosip adalah salah satu pemersatu (kalimat yang agak aneh?) kehidupan sosial dalam dunia kerja. That’s one of a million hipothesis I’ve discovered, recently! Kenapa baru recently? Because before, I’m not include in this "elite/popular group"’s conversations.. Maksudnya, sebelum-sebelumnya, jujur saja saya enggak pernah tahu apa sebenarnya yang dibicarakan dalam "forum" itu.
Big smile for those who starts to get my point.
Jadi, dimana kedudukan saya sekarang? Well.. If I can say, I’ll prefer stay on the "grey area". Tempat ini agak kurang menguntungkan, tapi di lain pihak justru menyenangkan. Ini daerah aman untuk keep in touch dengan kalangan terbaik, tapi tetap bebas mengeluarkan suara hati.
Inspirasi bisa datang setiap saat, jadi bersiaplah. Tapi di dunia kerja, jika semuanya jadi begitu membosankan, enggak ada salahnya ikut sebentar dalam permainan populer ini ; "Who Leaves the Toilet Paper? "
(Ditulis dengan senyum simpul 
thanks buat inspiratorku.. you’re great, really..! )
new blogs..
Just realize that my old blogs seems too "dark" (or you may say "cold" :p )
Suddenly this morning I woke up with a super lightened head. Feels just like new blessed baby.. Not because I had good night sleep las night, as I only laid my head after midnight passed
Super grateful to The Mighty One, I decided to do a little bit change..
I’ll be a better person from now on. Uhmm..Well.. Maybe not that instant, but at least I’ll try. Anyway the most important thing is not the result, but It’s All About The Process (I’m borrowing your favourite words Rini-Ndut, don’t you just like it ^O^ )
And This is just one way to starts for my process, my being, to living, creating, discovering..
So..enjoy my new diary.. you’re the only place to share, I’ll share the new me, Friends
^_^
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